Pressure

I feel like everytime I create an account about something like music, movies, tv series, etc. I don't do it for fun, I do it to make the numbers grow. And I stupid beacuse it's like I care about what other people think (and I'm trying to believe that I am not like this but lately it's inevitable). For example this blog. I returned (for the 3rd time I guess hahaha) and now it's like all my thoughts get confused when I don't write about it. I like to organize them, but not like a Monica syndrom.